blondenarcissa: No subject.

Tomorrow the two-week 'punishment' that Lucius decreed upon Draco shall officially come to a close. I can only wonder if he will take the initiative to contact our son again. Judging from the horribly piercing steely gaze he rested briefly on Draco while we encountered him on our way to Knockturn Alley, I sincerely doubt it. It probably did not help matters in the slightest that I approached Lucius immediately after and minced words with him.

I do not know if we shall ever see eye-to-eye on the matter of our son ever again.

I do not know if we shall ever reconcile.

I do not know if I even want to any longer.

I miss Lucius; it is true. However, I rather fancy the freedom that I have now to do what I want without worrying whether or not I shouldn't be doing something for myself. All my life I have had things given to me. I have never had to work for them. It is a nice change to be here at Dogear Wryde with no one to judge me or try to deter me from trying new things.

I do miss the Manor, though. If I ever return one can be certain that the first thing I shall change is the Danish Modern.

There is too much to do before tomorrow evening's cocktail party and I am uncertain that I shall get it all done. I-

purestblood @ 2003-04-25 07:02 am UTC

I only want to see you happy, my dear. If being on your own makes you happy, then that's what I want for you.

I do miss you. The Manor is not the same without you.

Lucius

Narcissa Malfoy: I am beautiful and unamused.

blondenarcissa @ 2003-04-25 05:10 pm UTC

I am happy knowing that I can be independent if I want to be. This does not mean, however, that I am consistently happy on the whole. There are so many things that we need to discuss before I could even consider returning to the Manor and I do not feel as though you are ready to do so.

Narcissa