blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 19:34:00

Current mood: sad

Cho
I'm sorry to have to put this where just anyone can see it but we're hardly even in touch anymore, and I don't know if you'll even see it within the week. Cho, I think we need to see other people. Not just witches, but... whatever sort we want. You're busy, and I'm busy, and neither of us have much time to keep up with each other! It's not that my feelings for you have changed, it's only that... I miss you too much. This hurts too much. And I'm usually much more stubborn than this, but I don't think I can do it anymore.

Cho, I'm so sorry. I hope we can still be close, 'cos you're still my best girl.


Comments:

seekercho @ 2003-11-16 05:46 pm UTC

Okay. I guess.

I'm sorry.


blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 05:51 pm UTC

I'm sorry too, Cho. Really sorry. It's just been so hard without you.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 05:52 pm UTC

Yeah.

Maybe I shouldn't have come out here. I could have stayed. I could have done more.

You should hate me.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 05:57 pm UTC

Don't say things like that! I don't hate you, and I couldn't ever! You should hate me, this is all my fault. I don't want to keep you in my pocket. You ought to be able to go anywhere and do anything you want to do. I'm just not patient enough, and I'm so sorry. Evan says staying together isn't fair to either of us.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 05:59 pm UTC

WAIT A MINUTE!!! Why the sod does Evan care???

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:00 pm UTC

Evan's my friend, if you hadn't noticed. And anyway, would you please let Cho and me talk?

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:05 pm UTC

Wait so who is Evan?

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 05:59 pm UTC

I was happy in your pocket. Its nice and warm in there.

Who's Evan?

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:05 pm UTC

Please Cho, you know what I meant.

Evan Landgreen. He's captain of the Gryffindor Quidditch team.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:07 pm UTC

Landgreen? I remember him.

Wait does this mean your friends with him then? Or something else?

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:10 pm UTC

I'm just friends with him. We went to the Hallowe'en Ball together and we see each other all the time 'cos of Quidditch, but that's it.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:12 pm UTC

You like him!

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:19 pm UTC

We're friends! And why are you smiling!

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:20 pm UTC

Because you like a boy!

You could have told me!

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:26 pm UTC

What do you mean?! Like this isn't upsetting enough? Aren't you upset at all?

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:31 pm UTC

Honey I only want you to be happy and not be lonely anymore. I was so worried about you for so long because I was gone and I'm a crap correspondent and my owls kept getting eaten and to be honest I figured on a Howler any day telling me off for being a horrible girlfriend to you. But if you like this boy then you SHOULD like this boy because he is there and so are you and you should be a happy Ginny and not sad, not ever.

Does he like you?

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:33 pm UTC

WRONG ANSWER WRONG ANSWER

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:34 pm UTC

Ron be a good boy and go play with Harry now. The women are talking.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:37 pm UTC

Oh bloody fine. I'm going to the common roon with Luna, meet us there when you're done, Gin

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:36 pm UTC

Oh. Have you been waiting for me to break up with you?

I don't know, he thinks I'm a good player.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:45 pm UTC

NO. I just thought - oh this is coming out all wrong! I don't want you to break up with me but your right that it's better that way, but I'm just glad that if you have to break up with me then you aren't going to be alone or anything because I couldn't bear that.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:50 pm UTC

Oh. All right.

I'm surprised you still want to come for Christmas.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:52 pm UTC

You're cross with me. Please don't be cross with me. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

OF COURSE I DO. And Charlie's already invited me and now he's watching me cry and telling me that your mum's mince pies and your dad's special eggnog will make me feel better.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 07:04 pm UTC

I'm sorry Cho. You're not doing anything wrong. Give Charlie hugs and kisses for me. I'm going to go play chess now. Maybe we can talk some more soon. I'll see you at Christmas either way.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 07:06 pm UTC

Oh Ginny.

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wehaveseven @ 2003-11-16 07:37 pm UTC

time to turn the computer off now okay cho?

ginny i'm going to owl you in a bit ok

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:05 pm UTC

Her friend she says. I don't trust this Evan

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:11 pm UTC

Fine talk!

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:14 pm UTC

WHAT >:O

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 05:52 pm UTC

You alright, mate? Say hullo to Charlie yeah? Don't worry Ginny won't be dating anyone else till she is 45

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 05:54 pm UTC

I love you Ron. Be nice to her ok?

Charlie says hallo and is now singing 'Weasley Is Our King' very loudly but with proper words. He misses you and Ginny loads.

Tell your mum and dad I said hi.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 05:58 pm UTC

I'm always nice to Gin! You should tell her to be nice to me really. Come visit us during breaks, won't you?

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:01 pm UTC

I know you are. You are a good brother.

Ginny be nice to Ron!

I will. I have a break coming up at Christmas and Charlie said I could come home with him. Is that ok? Ask your mum if it's ok because Charlie will forget.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:04 pm UTC

Sure!!! Tell Charlie he has no brains ha ha

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:06 pm UTC

RONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALD

OMG I AM GOING 2 EAT UR BRAINZ

CHOMP CHOMP

(In case you couldn't tell Ron that was Charlie.)

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:15 pm UTC

LIKE YOU CAN REACH MY BRAINS, SHORTY HAHA!

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:17 pm UTC

BEWARE OF CHRISTMAS



(Yeah Charlie again.)

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 05:54 pm UTC

You wish, Ron!

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:01 pm UTC

Shush you!

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:05 pm UTC

You shush!

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:06 pm UTC

Shush you shush!

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:09 pm UTC

You first!!

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:12 pm UTC

You firster!!

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 05:56 pm UTC

Romania's not that far, you know. You can still write to her and borrow my owl if yours doesn't fly that far. Daddy still does.


blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 05:58 pm UTC

Oh Luna. That's so nice of you.

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:03 pm UTC

Sometimes I am, I guess. Well, will a game of chess cheer you up? We could ask Ronald to join us, and maybe Draco Malfoy as well, if Ronald likes.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:07 pm UTC

Of course, but only if I'm on your team. Also, perhaps we could invite Evan instead of Malfoy?

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:10 pm UTC

Of course, but only if he showers first. He always smells like the field, doesn't he?

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:17 pm UTC

Yes, and like sweaty gear! I reckon you can smell him all the way in Ravenclaw.

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:20 pm UTC

On days when the air is clear, I can. I don't think you want me to ask whether you like him, so I won't.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:23 pm UTC

Well. We can talk about smelly Evan later. Want to stay the night in Gryffindor? There's a spare bed right next to me, you know!

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:26 pm UTC

Okay! I can read your sole for you, I just learnt it today.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:37 pm UTC

Oh, brilliant! Just be gentle, I'm ticklish! Will you teach me how, so I can read yours back?

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:39 pm UTC

Yes, of course! You're a fast learner, you know.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:13 pm UTC

NO MALFOY, NEVER AGAIN, NEVER

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:16 pm UTC

Oh. I thought you believed in Draco Malfoy.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:17 pm UTC

What?! You're very odd sometimes.

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:18 pm UTC

I know.

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:20 pm UTC

Can't you be polite?

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:23 pm UTC

I'm honest! And you should learn from me and tell me if you like this Evan thing

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blushcrush @ 2003-11-16 06:30 pm UTC

Evan thing? Oh, that's nice.

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:32 pm UTC

Well I don't like him but DO YOU???

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:33 pm UTC

BE NICE!

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-16 06:35 pm UTC

I AM NICE!!! I only called him a thing!

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just_harry @ 2003-11-17 10:27 am UTC

What? Since when?

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knight_to_h3 @ 2003-11-17 10:36 am UTC

YESTERDAY, WHY

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just_harry @ 2003-11-18 01:37 pm UTC

Well, it's just that we have practice today, and I thought that might be a little weird for you now that you hate our captain.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:04 pm UTC

Thank you Luna.

Did you know Charlie has an eensy mechanical owl called Thetis? We can't use live owls because the dragons think they're snacks. We went through five owls before we figured out what was going on. Thetis is brilliant though not very soft.

So you probably shouldn't let your owl come out here. I don't want it to get eaten.

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:11 pm UTC

The poor five owls. I hope they made excellent quills.

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seekercho @ 2003-11-16 06:13 pm UTC

There weren't any feathers left!

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dooglevoluna @ 2003-11-16 06:16 pm UTC

Well, that is very sad, isn't it.

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la_pensee @ 2003-11-17 09:13 am UTC

I'm sorry to hear about this. I hope you know, Ginny dear, that I would very much like to be here for you if you need. You are loved by many, darling.


blushcrush @ 2003-11-17 11:52 pm UTC

Thanks, Pansy. I really appreciate it.

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deanthomas @ 2003-11-18 06:54 pm UTC

Wow, Gin. I really didn't expect this, but I guess no one ever expects this. Er, that didn't make a tick of sense, but I hope you know what I mean. All best, right then?