deanthomas @ 2003-06-25 10:56:00

Current mood: sick

Funny, how I've spent the last couple days trying to force my way into North Wing with Terry....

And now Professor Lupin's finally let the students help search, and I was so happy to be doing something useful, even if it was just moving bits of wall out of the way, I was so THRILLED to finally have something to do besides getting dinner for Shay and wandering the castle with Terry...

And then they started pulling out the bodies...and I....I just had to get away. I'll go back again in a minute, but....

I feel like such a coward.


Comments:

seamus_f @ 2003-06-25 08:12 am UTC

I feel like such a coward.

Never. No. It's, it's--

We were all ready here for all these injured, and yes, there were some, and then they brought in people we couldn't do anything for, and I've never felt so impotent, and it hit all of us pretty hard, so, no. Not a coward.

I mean, I'm very happy about Colin and Harry and all, but. Soblessa. And those kids. And--

I have to go, but I'll see you later, make sure you come by.


deanthomas @ 2003-06-25 08:15 am UTC

I think they're going to start sending me to the hospital wing with the injured, so....I'll be seeing you, though maybe not under the best of circumstances...

I mean...god, Shay...what do you even say to something like this? I can't get my head around it...

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