| turpinol @ 2003-10-09 18:30:00 |
| Current mood: |  annoyed |
| Current music: | Paves the Way - As Your Broom Takes Flight |
Hm.
Have you ever felt like you would not be important if not for some of the people you spend time with? As though you are only important due to the fact that you are friends with certain people? I really cannot stand that. For instance, my best friend is Morgan Mullarkey, who is captain of the Quidditch team. I invited Daphne Greengrass to Hogsmeade with me this upcoming weekend--as I have not actually spent any time with her in the past and most of my friends are on the Quidditch team, so I thought I ought to get to know her as well--and she said that she was looking forward to it. Then she asked if Morgan was coming, and spent about ten minutes discussing how much she liked Morgan and how much she hoped he would come. It was as though she did not care about me going at all. It was like, Well, Lisa, it's great that you've asked, but now let's get to the important part.
It's not even that she fancies Morgan; at least, I don't think she does, but that she just thinks that I am pretty much boring and worthless without Morgan to make things more interesting. The only interesting part of me is my interaction with someone else. I have to say, it really hurts my feelings. Does this ever happen to anyone else?
I don't like to play Quidditch. I don't understand it when I'm watching it. But I like the Ravenclaw Quidditch team. Sometimes, though, I wonder if they would like me at all if it weren't for Morgan. It's not even that I mean that they dislike me; just that they think I'm all right, but are really just waiting to watch funny conversations between Morgan and me. They say that, too: that Morgan and I are really, really funny together, and that they like hearing us take the piss out of each other.
I don't know.
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