| blondenarcissa @ 2004-05-14 21:33:00 |
| Current mood: |  contemplative |
The Manor has been quiet this past week since Lucius took his leave. I find it to be a rather welcome, although unexpected, change. The elves seem to be in joyous mood for sometime now, although Kiki could do with a Cheering Charm and a few Obedience Charms thrown in for good measure. The elf simply loathes to take proper instruction from me and it is most vexing! I was foolish to think that she could ever compare to my dear, late Dacey.
I suppose if one good thing were to come out of Dacey's untimely death, it is the realisation that I cannot live in the past and wish for things that shall never come to pass. Too long have I held onto beliefs instilled and me and Dacey's death clearly was a message that I have been both too trusting and too passive. No longer shall I be this way. I have learnt and I will remember this lesson always.
I shall look to the future, especially when I have been presented with signs only a few days ago that times are about to change. Perhaps I am not looking forward to this particular change, but I am not adversed to change in general.
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