| blushcrush @ 2003-06-28 08:55:00 |
If anyone (Cho) needs me, I'll be with Colin again. Right now I think I need to be with him more than anything else in the world. We laugh sometimes thinking of the funny things she used to say but then I always cry again. Colin took ages to come 'round to it. I've said "Soblessa is dead" so many times now, but it still doesn't seem like it's really real, and Colin seems so confused sometimes. I've told him she's gone and she's never coming back, but he always seems to ask where she is again. Sometimes he seems just fine, and perfectly aware, and then he'll ask me where she is, and, I can't... stand sleeping in my dorm room anymore. When I woke up this morning her things had been cleaned out and now it's even worse than before, when her sheets were mussed and her bed wasn't made and the homework she was going for sitting there on the bed. I would have liked to keep something of hers, but I suppose I shouldn't have kept anything without asking her family anyway.
Cho, you've been so sweet, I'm sorry I've been crying so much. I know it's terribly unattractive. I can't help it, though, when your arm is around me I just can't keep it back.
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