legit_regit @ 2004-06-29 13:16:00

Current mood:

depressed

I miss Lisa. It's so strange to think that she's not here. I keep glancing at her bed out of the corner of my eye, and I think she's in it. I don't know why I do; the sheets are flat and there's not really any sign of life, but it is where I expect her to be.

I feel just awful for poor Professor Black and Harry Potter. The wake was really nice, but I think it would have turned out much worse if there hadn't been alcohol. Morgan said that Lisa's family buried her on Friday, and I wish that we had been able to go to the funeral that they had, but the wake was nice.

Tomorrow we're leaving Hogwarts for the final time, and I never expected that it would be under these terms. I know that I'll feel the loss of it more strongly later, but for now it comes as a sort of relief. I wish I could shake that feeling off, because I will regret it later, but I can't.

I do hope that Professor McGonagall tells us when N.E.W.T.s will be rescheduled tonight. Things have finally got calm enough that I can regret missing them, and I think that this is a good thing.

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